Sunday, August 02, 2009

okay i guess this is my last post here for a long time then! im just gunna say that i am going to do the best of my abilities. and i cannot make any promises to anyone because i have phobias of not accomplishing them. and to those of whom it may concern, i know you might get angry at me when i say that i have one last performance coming up still... performing with fadfaction for junyuan's teacher's day concert. but i know for a fact that i will no be that active in the process of choreographing and coming up with the routine. i will only be involved in learning the steps and performing. so i guess it does not eat up too much study time...

and i just have a few things to say to some people. so that the next time you come to my blog and i'm still on hiatus, you can read what i wrote for you...

sulaiman
the hairy dude who has gone through alot in his 16 years. man, i really admire your courage and your strength. i know that you cant be strong 24/7 because sometimes heroes have to fall too. but just know that whenever you need anything. ANYTHING at all, you can come to me and i will help you as much as i can. because i know that you've always been there for me as a friend and as a brother. even offered to let me stay at your house if anything ever happens. and i think you're the only friend of mine that knows all about my family nonsense and stuff. thank you for being understanding and being so acceptive of who i am. i still cant believe i used to see you as an overgrown hairy boy who retained 2 years. hahah!! and all the best for your Os. let's do this together man!

kamil
dude, untah! thanks, for picking me to form fadfaction least year... i never knew that anyone would have picked me to form any crew because i had only danced for a few months. but you saw my potential. you are a genuinly nice person, open minded and caring. always offering to help me even if it means stretching your limits. thanks for all the help and guide you've given me through dance. i know i might not have been the best crew mate but you tolerated my nonsense and it means alot to me. LOL i still remember the day the both of us went out and got lost at some weird place and ended up at toa payoh. hahahaha the best inside jokes still come from you. i wish you all the best in your new school. i hope you have as much fun as possible there and make lotsa new friends. all the best for suntec dance too! i will definitely be there with my pompoms! NINE~~~

natiara
kacang nat! hey dudette! just wanna let you know that it's been a blast having you as a crew mate and as a sister. you were always concerned about me and i remember how we share our feelings and talk about so&so, and so&so... you'd always offer to buy a drink when we all are dying after practice. you'd always wanna push me to do better and to push myself to my limit and be the best dancer. i know that the things you say may not be the nicest but you always have good intentions. thaks for being there for me and i remember the first time i ever broke down in front of you guys while preparing for PULSE... hahaha thanks for all your compassion. I LOVE YOU KACANG NAT!! =B

farid
fard! arid! i know you've not been around all the time lately. but i always have very fond memories of when we hang out and during practices. you'd make me laugh till i cry. and you opened up to us within the first day. you and your funny faces and you weird actions, they never fail to make me smile. i know we might not be able to meet up too often but i just want to wish you all the best. and if you ever need help, you can come look for me. because i have been through what you're going through now... hahah we're both from the normal stream, so i'd understand. keep smiling and to all of us, you'll still be the original budak kecik. our little bro.

louis
the small red boy! i know that our friendship is good 90% of the time only. but you will always be the kid whom i always wanted to offer help to. i know that things may not always go your way but one thing's for sure. everything will somehow or another fall right into place for you and you will definitely live a happy life and a successful one. all you have to control is your mindset. thanks for all the best memories, dancing with you since you were a little kid (hahah which was just last year)... i wish you all the best dude!! see you around in schoooool!

nazri
WEIRD FACTION!!! nazri, i've seen you grow up from when you were a tiny little kid with a head full of gel! HAHAHA the BEST memories. you were tittled the dance god because of they way you stood and the way you spoke. it's always been fun dancing with you! you'd do and say things that are so funny but you'll find them normal. and i'd just laugh at that! you know that you're a sick dancer and i know you will succeed in the future! thanks for talking to me on the phone late at night when we both are bored. talking about suntec airport. HAHAHAH funniest iside joke man! *weird faction epic fail high-5*

greg
the go-to-guy! i want to thank you, greg, for helping me understand stuff and making things clearer for me all the time. whether its about school, or admission into schools, or dance, or (most importantly) other stuff. thanks dude! for helping out the crew with anything and everything aesthetics-related, you're really best at what you do... never fail to amaze me each time man! i really wish you the best life ahead. you're strong, i know... you've been through quite alot and im pretty damn sure you'll go be able to get through anything that crosses your path. black and caveman on the outside but strong and childish on the inside. HAHAHAH!!

liyana
eyy stussy yan! i miss you tau! HAHAHAHA! i miss the times we'd do really weird things doing practice, like make music with our laps and palms and do really weird actions. i miss how i used to dance to your ring tone (fake tales of sanfransisco) whenever it rang! i loved the beat! HAHAHAH! and i have not forgotten that you're supposed to help me bleach my hair after Os!!! dont forget uh!!

asyraff
heyyy!! the silent killer!! i still remember the first battle-mania we had, you totally waacked yourself up to victory!! never knew you were that good la! anyways, ALL THE BEST FOR Os!! we're both sec 5 now. i know EXACTLY how tiring it is to be in a school for FIVE YEARS! its annoying. hahahaha! cant wait to dance with you again! hope to see you soon!

shikin
CHICKEN! shikin shaken! you are quiet but definitely not boring! HAHAHA! always staring at me during practice and when i look at your, you'd laugh... wonder what's going on in your mind!!! HAHAHA! anyways, youre a great dancer! keep dancing and keep the passion alive!

nazielah
yay!! "saa-turl-deh" OMG i havent hung out with you lately and i really miss you. i hope everything goes well for you... good luck with your studies and your so&so ahem ahem... hahaha!! thanks for being there for me and having me share my stories and gossip and so much more. thanks for being so acceptive and for being such a good friend. see you in school!!! =DD

nina
small in size but loud sometimes! hahaha nina i think that youre actually a very good dancer. you are VERY versatile! you're good at ballet, jazz, hiphop, waacking and everything! you will definitely be a good dancer in the future. i wish you all the best and i know that not everything has been going your way lately but they definitely will, its only a matter of time. =D

jamie
KANGSTER! SINGAPORE SIAO CHA BOR! hahahah! youre high 90% of the time! i am actually happy to see you be able to be who you are around us. but dont let small things get to you so easily. you must stay happy always. because happy is who you are. all the best in dance and everything that comes your way!

jovin
JIO-BIN! youre one of those who have been dancing with me ever since i started! it has always been a blast dancing with you! always so acceptive and caring. and always smiling. lotsa fond memories with you and NFH and R2C and RSC and MDC. wow you've really been dancing with me for very long lor! (ahahah you just onlined! what a coincidence!) ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR Os!!! DONT FORGET after Os, we must go for hiphop course at O school! must start to save up now!

lionel
chin clan! definitely! happy ah beng! dude! you're DEFINITELY a good popper man! i miss the time we conquered one whole row at the LAN shop and played L4D. we made lotsa noise man! cant wait to do it with you guys again! anyways, i wish you all the best, its always nice conversations with you. talking about life. talking about dance. you're a very mature kid. thanks for accepting me for who i am. AND YOU ARE THE BEST POPPER IN OUR SCHOOL NOW! go for it lionel!
rush
muhamad rasyad! it's always been nice talking to you. creating stories about how you were born hahaha! talking about how black you are! but you know im just kidding. hahaha! i love how we always talk about that something we have in common. and YAY your school is going to end soon! no more foundation year! its where the fun begins! all the best and i hope to collaborate with you again!

ffdc & fresh fix
LOTS of memories, watching you guys dance, and dancing together at airport... its really sad though, our secret spot is gone now.. cant go back there anymore. i hope one day we can organize a gathering and we go hang out there... all the best everyon and hope to see you guys soon!

nginan
woon an an! my best friend since sec one! i know we rarely hang out lately. all the best for your Os!! lets push each other to do well! and i hope you dont skip school so often anymore! when you're not there, theres no one to sit beside me in class lor! so lonely. haha! see you soon k!

julian
JizzyJulian! dunno why i wanna put your name here leh.. hahah! you always never fail to make me laugh! okay la, sometimes you try to be funy but youre not funny. but at the same time i'll also try to be funny but im not funny then we will laugh at how we are not funny and it will turn funny. hahah! i didnt tell you this but sometimes i'm feeling kinda down and i talk to you and you can make me laugh. =D all the best in bboying! and i know i still owe you a few things! haha a webcam, teach you hiphop, teach you how to spike hair and teach you how to draw. HAHAH see you in school and more often sessions aite! must teach me some bboy too!

georgina
HEY G! hahahaha indonesian girl lor. damn cui lor. the first thing i EVER said to you was "are you indonesian?" HHAHAH! when we were in the same art class last year, i never thought that we'd be this close as friends. it's always been fun talking to you about the most random things, you even bought hamsters once because of a topic we were talking about. thanks for being concerned about me and my studies. and for always offering help. for my art, or for my homework or for anything. and i hope you have fun in your new school!! foundation year will definitely be a drag. but i know you'll have a blast! =D

everone
hello everyone! dont miss me! HAHAH! i know i'll be away but keep the tags coming, cos i'll still come back here and check up on you guys! tell me about how life's going and stuff! i wanna know! DONT WORRY, I STILL HAVE MY CELL PHONE! text me and check up on me! hahah! and push me to study hard!

yup so thats it i guess!

LOL k before i go, i wanna share this dance video! the first time i watched it was like a year ago? and i am still amazed at how sharp their actions can be. its a totaly different style of dance that i usually see and i am really loving it. I LOVE THE FANNY PACK!

bry farted at 9:24 AM

Thursday, July 30, 2009

i am going on hiatus REAL SOOON! and i mean REAL soon. this MIGHT be my last post before going on hiatus! so i'll try to make it worthwhile...

i'm gunna remove my computer cables and ask my parents to keep them away from me. hahah serious shit. and i need you guys to text me once in a while and ask if i have studied... hahaha!! i doubt i will do it myself. i will force myself as far as possible.

my prelims are here and i am so worried for myself. i think i will flunk my prelims. everyone says that prelims are always so much more difficult than the actual Os. i hope it's true...

i'm gunna have to take my mind off everything fun (except baby) (hee) from now on. no TV no computer no shopping D=

wow i am already running out of things to say!! my last paragraph was typed at 8.45am and it is now 10.24am. i guess i'll just end it here... hahaha maybe upload some photos...

but i have lots more on my facebook http://www.facebook.com/bryan.fad.ass?ref=profile

bry farted at 8:40 AM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

the pose in this photo is SO not me. but i like the photo. like my shirt? i spray painted it! =D

yesterday was da' sho case dance competition! fad faction and ffdc collaborated to form fresh fix and we clinched third placing! =D i guess all the late night practices and irregular meals paid off! i loved working with you guys and i already miss you all. hahah =D cant wait to meet up and disturb mia hahahah!

congratulations to fhunkie stylers for clinching FIRST! and fantastic remix SECOND! and then comes FRESH FISH! =DD lelong lelong!

oh and today we celebrated hana's belated birthday. im glad she enjoyed herself and it was a pretty fun time! =D happy birthday hana, we love you! =DD

im sorry baby i cant spend so much time. i know you understand. it means the whole world that you do. i really miss you. alot. even though we meet everyday. i still miss you so much.

bry farted at 11:47 PM

Sunday, July 19, 2009

today was day out with hana, sulaiman and greg. it was real good. it was mentally relaxing and refreshing. something different for the week. for the past few weeks as a matter of fact. so many awesome things which i cant afford. currently so damn broke. not even a cent.

oh and there was this one toy shop at MS. they were selling this robotic pet dinosaur. it was extremely adorable! it will actually react to you! at first i saw it from afar, and i thought "oooh a moving toy!" then i went up to it and started to touch and pat it... and then i realized that it was actually reacting to me! i was touching it on the head and it started leaning towards me as if he wants me to pat his head some more... can even carry it! it has sensors at certain parts of the body that detects human touch. even a camera between it's eyes to detect heat and owners and strangers! it actually behaves exactly like a puppy. but it costs about $700. i feel like getting it. HAHAHA!! =DD

anyways, baby wants me to sleep soon so i'll stop here. I MISS YOU! <3

bry farted at 11:06 PM

hello world. i want a pair of red patent supra skytops. i've been wanting it since the time i saw lil wayne wearing them performing at the VMAs. he changed into 3 different supra skytops in just one night. that rich bastard. but i really want the red patent ones!

bry farted at 8:22 AM

the tiredness is overlapping as the days go by. so annoying... its as if there's not enough rest in the whole world to totally revitalize my energy gauge. but nevertheless, i still try my best to catch up on rest. as much as possible. honestly, i dont even remember the last time i had a proper meal at a proper time.

i cannot wait for tomorrow, sunday. will be going out with sulaiman and hana. just to chill (and homework) (hopefully) and take my mind off things for a while... finally, i day whereby i can just relax and rest my body... hopefully enough to ease off the muscle pains and whatnots.

on a total different and happy note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NATIARA NATALIA TAN! sorry we couldnt celebrate on your birthday!!! and sorry i didnt wish you officially... but thanks nat, for everything. for advices on studies. for accepting me for who i am. for dance. for being such a good sister. and yes, you are a special part of me. may you have the happiest birthdayand many many more happy birthdays. and oh, i think you should try perm your hair. HAHAHA! =DD

and also happy birthday to HASANNAH! also known as HANA!!! wow hana, i think sulaiman is really super very lucky to have you as a 'guardian angel'. youre sincelerely generous, so kind hearted and self-less. thanks for all the help you've given and the advice for studies. and for caring for me. i wish you the best of luck. and i wish you all the strength and girl power to pull through the tough time youre going through now...

oh and hello to baby! i miss you and i cant wait to have you in my arms again. nothing beats making you feel loved. nothing beats knowing that the person that you love loves you back just the same. i love you my little pumpkin butt. =D

bry farted at 1:03 AM

Saturday, July 18, 2009

bry farted at 9:08 AM

Monday, July 13, 2009

after fadfaction battle-mania, i feel that i've not improved at all... i seriously needa do something about that... DDD= maybe i should work on leveling up instead of wasting my time chillaxing and catching up on rest...

didnt go to school today.. having headaches and random dizzy spells. since yesterday... ugh

i miss my baby. and i have a craving for nasi lemak. and rasyad isnt helping at all. please, if youre eating nasi lemak right now, DO NOT TELL ME. cos i have a craving for the nasi lemak rice and the fried chicken. bby must treat my nasi lemak today ok... =DDD <3

bry farted at 8:10 AM

Sunday, July 12, 2009

okay la update la... hehehe hi bby i am updating.

yesterday was a fun filled day! had fadfaction inter-crew battle. had fun with my buddy GREG!!!! we clinched 3 place in the duo battle. but for the singles battle, i lost in the first round... guess its because im not single... =D HAHA ok bryan, not funny...

on a total random note, i watched martin yan's cooking show one morning and i have only one thing to say... dude, you need to relax a little man... seriously man, he's like "and you cut here and you cut here and you cut here and you cut here and you cut here and you cut here" "BOOM!" "BAM!" "WOOOOSH" "FISHBOOB" i watch his show and anticipate a heart attack.

ok back to the topic... HAHAHA yesterday was also submition of fad homework... for fad homework, every faddie needs to make a choreography and showcase it. BUT i didnt do mine AT ALL because i didnt have enough time for the past few weeks. so i did mine on the spot. like 15 minutes before showcasing it.. HAHAHA!

but still it was really fun and i guess everyone had fun too. including rush, zul and haziqah who came down to watch us... piggy back rides and jumping around... =DDD

after the homework showcase and battle-mania. we headed to airport with ffdc and had practice for MDIS... everyone was asleep inside the bus! except rush who was mixing songs. hahaha hi vulpix...

practice ended at around 9pm... then we headed off. after that, went to kamils house to chill... its been a long time since we've done it. sulaiman and me used to do it quite often. but this time nina joined us! =DD we went to order take away from KFC and ate at kamil's house... watched spongebob squarepants and left for home at 11pm.

it was a suoper long day but it was filled with fun. debating about pokemon and trying to decide who is which pokemon... so currently it goes like this

me - ditto
rush - vulpix
kamil - gyarados
sulaiman - ratatta
haziqah - jynx
arman - snorlax
mia- goldeen
khai - mew
greg - mew2

haziera should be meouth (bastard siaaaa)
yayat should be mime (he rarely talks plus he's really skinny)
zul should be pikachu (always loud)

hahahah fresh fix ftw LIKE MY BACKGROUND?!?!

bry farted at 8:32 AM